it’s almost been 2 years with you now,
and i’ve been feeling mixed feelings lately.
i love you . i’m in love with you.
sometimes i feel as if you don’t feel the same.
just your punching bag, or here for your convienece.
I’ve realized we will never be how we were at the start.
because we’ve grown up and become different people.
that’s a good and bad thing.
marriage is def hard work.
but its good work too.
I wouldn’t trade this for the world.
I really hope we continue to be us for ever.
day one of no pop.
Going to find healthy dinner ideas too.
and start working out.
I need to stick with this
why can’t I put this death together, I miss you like crazy but my brain refuses to process this, i’ve shed so many tears, and I still can shed so much much much more. I’ve never had to say goodbye so quickly to someone as close as you. (EVER) I just wish I could see you one more time. the day we found out replays in my mind every single day. how much you smiled does also. How do I go on without you? you were the little sister I never had. I miss you so much, i’ve stuck by your brothers side through it all. I will always love him, and see you in him. he loves you so much, and it kills him everyday, I hope he will always cherish your memories. I love you little sister.